The day before that vote again. The mood in the House is fractious. Many of us see Brexit being squandered, deliberately so by some. It really saddens me that so many MPs are not honouring the referendum result which was to leave the EU. It was another day of meetings, ending with a long and private chat with members of my Executive. I felt it was right that I shared my concerns, views and arguments with those who support me so loyally. I'm not sure the 90 minute telephone exchange made my decision any easier, but it was helpful to hear all the different views.